I used to write/compose stories. I would open Microsoft word and just type endlessly, one chapter and it goes on and on. I had many story ideas in mind, I wrote romance and tragedy. I used to write fan fictions and upload it online.
But then I just stopped. I thought to myself, I suck at writing stories. Like what the fuck. Trying hard author of stories that no one will ever read anyway. Never good enough. When I read my stories it didn’t lighten up or crush my soul the way when I read other books and novels. And so I just deleted them.
And now, I feel like I wanna start writing again. Yeah, maybe I should.
Ako nalang ba ang hindi marunong gumawa ng loomband? Ako nalang ba ang wala pang loomband set? HAHAHA pero shet napag-iwanan na ako ng panahon gusto ko din matuto gumawa HAHAHA pero katamad.
Yes, vacation. But unlike the others, I don’t have plans. I really think I’m just wasting precious time doing unnecessary things. 2 months is actually a long time, you can do a lot in 2 months. Problem is, I have nothing to do. I don’t wanna take up piano lessons again or continue my training in taekwondo. I wanna go on road trips, go to beaches, take pictures of my adventure in different places.
I know how to drive, but I don’t have my license yet. I have money, but I don’t know where to spend it. I wanna go on road trips, but they won’t let me take the car or even go outside Baguio. I wanna go to beaches and other places, problem is, I’m alone. My friends are busy with their own lives. I don’t wanna bother them, I know they’re having fun.
I think I’m gonna look for a job. But I doubt I’ll find one. So yeah, I hope I’ll find something productive to do before term starts.
So… I got my x-ray results the other day. The good news is that I don’t actually have asthma. The bad news is that… what the fuck it’s not asthma but it’s some other kind of respiratory problem/illness. Is this some kind of The Fault In Our Stars kind of story cause I don’t wanna be Hazel Grace HAHAHA there’s something blocking the air passageway idk how to explain the shit. HAHAHA
And then the doctor said that I should also see a cardiologist because there’s something bout my heart bla bla bla nothing serious I hope.
So I’m like taking this med but I don’t think they’re working cause I just took one tablet a while ago and now my chest feels tight so I don’t know if the med’s working or not HAHA I have to take it for a week tho.
I’m like too lazy to do anything. I got great grades tho! Dalawang 98 pota what the hell did I do HAHAHAHAHAHA grade ko ba talaga yan HAHAHAHAHA Di ako naniwala nung una
Wala pang grade sa analytic geometry :(
Enrollment ko na sa April 3.
We go to Manila tonight, hoping they’ll buy me a pair of shoes. (KASI PINAGHIRAPAN KO GRADES KO PRININTSCREEN KO PA)
Tas Enchanted Kingdom yehey :D
Tas swimming sa Sunday, then uwi na.
Atleast may mini-vacation HAHA
MISS KO NA SI NEIL.
Okay. Maliligo na ako. :D
Wondering what I shall do. HAHAHA I’m going to rot here.
Start of Classes: April 7 HAHA
Occupied dates: March 25, 29, 30 and April 5
Aside from those occupied dates, I wonder what I’ll do. 2 freaking weeks. I wanna be productive or somethin’ HAHA Ayoko na dito lang ako sa bahay :(
Woke up 7 am. Ang aga HAHAHA. Nagbasa ako ng libro, natapos ko pa. Naligo by 10 am, tapos lumabas ng bahay 11:45.
Tapos nakarating ako sa town ng 12 something HAHA eh uhaw ako kasi naglakad pa, pumunta ako sa Zentea. Nagbago, nag-renovate sila HAHA TAPOS NAGMAHAL NG 5 PESOS YUNG TINDA NILA. ata. HAHAHA As usual, ang palagi ko namang order basta Zentea eh NAI CHA XL ♥
Tapos pumunta ako LES. Nanuod ng class assembly ng lil bro. Boring. HAHAHA.
Theeeeen, pumunta shop, nakita si Neil HAHAHA di ko naabutan yung iba. Eh di hinintay ko nalang si neil kasi ayaw ko pa umuwi. Tapos tumingin kami ng phone. Bumili ng gummy bears at yung red na sweets na mahaba na ang pangit ng lasa. Ikot ikot SM, picture sana dun sa atrium kaso dami tao.
Umuwi, tapos kulang yung pamasahe ko ng 3 pesos HAHAHAHAHAHAHA may pera naman ako, kaso buo eh tres lang naman kailangan ko kaya umutang ako ng 5 pesos sakanya. Ayun, wala pang 6 pm eh tinadtad nanaman ako ng text galing kay mama “ASAN KA NA?” tapos tinawagan pa ako eh 5:45 palang nun nasa jeep palang ako. :))
I guess it’s a good day. Thank you Lord. :)
Ewan ko ba kung ano nang ginawa ko sa buhay ko. HAHAHAHA yung iba, party party, hashtag surfbreak2013, swimming. Samantalang ako, eto kain tulog, memorize ng periodic table (Pinaghahandaan ko tong chem ko this sem)
Tapos dahil sa katamaran ko, dami ko pang hindi nagawa na sabi ko sa sarili kong gagawin ko. Magpa-henna tattoo, kumuha ng driver’s license, panuoring yung mga dvd na nasa kwarto ko. Unproductive really..
Atleast bawing-bawi naman ako sa tulog HAHAHA meh. Let the 2nd sem start, I’m kinda excited.
Monday na monday 7:30 first class ko MATH PA tapos hanggang 6 ako HAHAHAHA ginusto mo ba yan Jestel.
I remember my dream, and it is not pleasant.
I opened my facebook and saw his statuses, goddamn. The fuck is your problem man.
I’m slowly filling up to the brim, one day I’ll just vanish from your life, so watch out.
Despidida na ni Monn. Medyo horror nung una, kasi nakabasag si Charles ng pitchel tapos kung ano anong kwento na ang naganap, may multo daw bla bla bla HAHAHA nawala kami sa mood.
Tapos ayan na, naglaro na kami ng pusoy(?) dos. HAHAHA naging romantic comedy na ang scenario. Ang matatalo kasi, may DARE. Tapos ayun, natalo, nagdare. Tapos sila Monn yung huling natalo, sumayaw sila, parang PROM lang. Dun naman sila nagsimula eh. Ang sweet lang :)
Tapos eto na! DRAMA. Nag group hug kami tapos isa isa nagsabi ng message para kay Monn. Shet, umiyak kaming lahat. Lalo na si Charles, yung message niya kasi <//3 Pero talagang nakaka-sad kaya umiyak nalang kami. HAHA.
Tapos PICTURE PICTURE NA ITUUU! Group picture, syempre ♥ Kasama na si Roselle this time. Tapos picture with Monn :) Tapos we said our goodbyes na. T.T tapos hinug ko din si Minna HAHAHA tapos hinug kami ng mama ni Monn, tapos umiyak na din Mama ni Monn :( salamat daw at nandyan kami para kay Monn, wag daw namin siya kakalimutan.
Tapos naghintay na kami ng jeep, tapos one last hug with Monn. We’ll see you soon ♥